6/3/2025

AHHHHH a lot has happened over the past few days...uhh i got to hang out with my best friend and also went to a few parties!! they were very fun lol. at one we kept finding shit in the basement and we found a fucking BOOB KEYCHAIN and we spent like the rest of the part fucking throwing it everywhere. there was a point where we got TOO crazy and we shut off all the lights and started screaming and cackling like clowns and the host of the party had to come down like hey folks lets take it down a notch! i promise you there were no drugs involved if there were it would've been even crazier
apart from that i've honestly been like...a little depressed over my current circumstances. i won't reveal them here but it's kinda sucky for me in general rn. i am holding onto hope that things will get better but sometimes it feels like i'm literally clinging on by the skin of my teeth...well it's OKAY!!!! well it's not okay but IT WILL BE!!!! sometimes if you say something enough it becomes true
also as i am typing this deltarune comes out in LESS THAN 24 HOURS!!!! DELTARUNE TOMORROW!!!! i'm literally so fucking excited it's unreal. i remember being there for that fangamer anniversary stream and watching until the end and freaking the fuck out over it and then chapter 2 came out and literally the first thing i did was watch somebody play it live. and fuck man i am so excited to do the same for chapters 3 and 4!!!!!!! holy fuck!!!!!!! i love utdr!!!!!!!! thank you toby fox!! FCUK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i drew a ralsei to commemorate this joyous occasion

things have been rough but ultimately i have so much to look forward too!! idk all i know is that i am not gonna give up because then i wouldn't be there for deltarune and pokemon legends z-a and stranger things season 5 and all that other stuff. NEVER KILL YOURSELF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
LISTENING TO: everything everything (the band not literally everything)
FEELING: optimistic