MY FREAKING BLOG!!!

6/3/2025

AHHHHH a lot has happened over the past few days...uhh i got to hang out with my best friend and also went to a few parties!! they were very fun lol. at one we kept finding shit in the basement and we found a fucking BOOB KEYCHAIN and we spent like the rest of the part fucking throwing it everywhere. there was a point where we got TOO crazy and we shut off all the lights and started screaming and cackling like clowns and the host of the party had to come down like hey folks lets take it down a notch! i promise you there were no drugs involved if there were it would've been even crazier

apart from that i've honestly been like...a little depressed over my current circumstances. i won't reveal them here but it's kinda sucky for me in general rn. i am holding onto hope that things will get better but sometimes it feels like i'm literally clinging on by the skin of my teeth...well it's OKAY!!!! well it's not okay but IT WILL BE!!!! sometimes if you say something enough it becomes true

also as i am typing this deltarune comes out in LESS THAN 24 HOURS!!!! DELTARUNE TOMORROW!!!! i'm literally so fucking excited it's unreal. i remember being there for that fangamer anniversary stream and watching until the end and freaking the fuck out over it and then chapter 2 came out and literally the first thing i did was watch somebody play it live. and fuck man i am so excited to do the same for chapters 3 and 4!!!!!!! holy fuck!!!!!!! i love utdr!!!!!!!! thank you toby fox!! FCUK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i drew a ralsei to commemorate this joyous occasion

things have been rough but ultimately i have so much to look forward too!! idk all i know is that i am not gonna give up because then i wouldn't be there for deltarune and pokemon legends z-a and stranger things season 5 and all that other stuff. NEVER KILL YOURSELF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

LISTENING TO: everything everything (the band not literally everything)

FEELING: optimistic

5/29/2025

FIRST BLOG ENTRY!!!! oh my gawddddd i've been procrastinating so bad on working on this site lately lmao...oh well now i'm making PROGRESS!! i have all the time in the world to work on refining my little corner of the web except for when i don't.

today!! is my best friend daniel's birthday. i was unfortunately unable to get them a birthday gift in time...i will get them one as soon as possible once i have the money!!!! i have Ideas for what i want to get them...hehehe. all i can say is that once i'm able to get them their gift they will probably make the pogchamp face in real life. i love doing stuff for my FRIENDS!!!!!!

i've also been making a lot of music lately...i made like three songs last night lol. music production is lots of fun!! i love making songs that sound HIDEOUS and RAW. serum is like my best friend rn because it's so easy to make absolutely horrid noises with it. my favorite thing to make in serum is synths that FROTH and BUBBLE and WRITHE. things that sound grotesque and wet. things that make you want to shove a screwdriver into your eardrums. things that sound pretty are very nice paired with things that sound awful imo.

my life has been kinda rough as of late honestly...lots of very tense things have been happening and plans have been falling through. BUT...i will remain optimistic!! being optimistic has helped me a lot. i don't know if better things are coming but tbh they PROBABLY ARE!!!!!!! it will not be like this forever. hey look a good thing happened literally just now I MADE PROGRESS ON MY WEBSITE!!!!!!!! YIPPEEEEEEEEE

LISTENING TO: xiu xiu

FEELING: hopeful