5/29/2025
FIRST BLOG ENTRY!!!! oh my gawddddd i've been procrastinating so bad on working on this site lately lmao...oh well now i'm making PROGRESS!! i have all the time in the world to work on refining my little corner of the web except for when i don't.
today!! is my best friend daniel's birthday. i was unfortunately unable to get them a birthday gift in time...i will get them one as soon as possible once i have the money!!!! i have Ideas for what i want to get them...hehehe. all i can say is that once i'm able to get them their gift they will probably make the pogchamp face in real life. i love doing stuff for my FRIENDS!!!!!!
i've also been making a lot of music lately...i made like three songs last night lol. music production is lots of fun!! i love making songs that sound HIDEOUS and RAW. serum is like my best friend rn because it's so easy to make absolutely horrid noises with it. my favorite thing to make in serum is synths that FROTH and BUBBLE and WRITHE. things that sound grotesque and wet. things that make you want to shove a screwdriver into your eardrums. things that sound pretty are very nice paired with things that sound awful imo.
my life has been kinda rough as of late honestly...lots of very tense things have been happening and plans have been falling through. BUT...i will remain optimistic!! being optimistic has helped me a lot. i don't know if better things are coming but tbh they PROBABLY ARE!!!!!!! it will not be like this forever. hey look a good thing happened literally just now I MADE PROGRESS ON MY WEBSITE!!!!!!!! YIPPEEEEEEEEE
LISTENING TO: xiu xiu
FEELING: hopeful
